I have to get better, right?

I have to get better, eventually, right? I need to really take a look at what I'm doing with my life and make it better.

I mean I live a pretty happy existence. I have a job that I love, yes love! I have a wonderful husband and 2 beautiful daughters.

This is Melissa:

This is Meghan -- OK and maybe not so cute with blue lips from her first popsicle, and yes, she is now eating a green one ;):


But what don't I have? I don't have the self-control I used to have. I used to be able to turn my head at anything that was bad for me. I used to exercise 5-6 times a week. I used to weigh 155 pounds.

But I'm working on it... just need to take one day at a time; one meal at a time. Eventually I'll be able to "Just Say NO" again and again to those bad for me foods, right?